| Ok...time for a real update....I love this song...the first time I saw the music video it made me cry. lol. If you've seen it & know all I have goin on youd understand!
I pretty much adore the following people and love them and owe them more than they will ever understand. .......(dont be offended if I leave you out...this is a long list and my memory sucks!): : : : : Allegra, Anna, Erica, Brynne, Chelsie, Kaitlin, Cori, Brittany, Fish, Bevey, Zach., BP, Steph, Lacey, Stephanie B, David, Brockli, Datus, Zach N, Joshua, Tessa, Megan BK, Meghan Butcher, Jordan W, Montreal, Erika B, Keith, Baron, Brandon W, Ky, Brittany W, JoeK, Brian C, Geoffrey, Evan, Chris, Travis, Julie, ...whew I think that about covers it...wait I lied...Jess Jay, Lori!! Love u all!
For those of you who seem to think I have acquired leprosy or some other potentially contagious life threatening disease in the past three months...the dirty looks and shady occurances and snide remarks have actually been much appreciated. Thank you for showing me who I can trust and who Im better off without!
Anyways, nothing overly interesting has gone on lately....went to the Newark Invitational and spent some quality time with my Anna Banana.  I miss track soooooooo much, it kills me to be there and not competing. Im in college (yes thats right..I did not drop out of high school .. contrary to popular belief)...met some awesome people there...and my classes arent half bad either. 
Hmm....what else what else? Uhhhmmmmmmmmm yeah....Im drawin a blank. OOh okay, I'll tell ya a story!! Its totally irrelevant but interesting....well, sorta. I got up this morning.....walked by the window in our upstairs hallway and stopped for a second to look outside. A breeze comes through and I kid you not...I could smell the beach!!!! Freaky, huh? Yeah. I know. Craziness. So either the big man upstairs is attempting to keep me happy by whatever means possible OR Im becoming like Edward Norton in Fight Club and soon I'll force myself into an alter ego who will start beating the crap out of random people to release my stress and frusturation before I have a psychological break with reality. hahaha Who knows? Bye all! Love u!
Edit:Im so disappointed, so confused, so in need of any type of reassurance that things will somehow get better. Ive realized something in the past 24 hours...vidictive ppl are abundant...ignorance can ruin lives...and I've never quite been this hurt in my entire life. I thought things were hard before...I underestimated how much harder they could get. But still everyday I'll pray for him and hope that God restores his life...
I tried in every way I knew how & it still wasnt enough...I wont give up...Im really not a bad person...Im sorry if u think otherwise.
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